Lyrics
AMANDA PEARCY MUSIC
An Offering
Released September 29, 2015
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Some nights he walks on to the river
Prays his lord to make him a man
make him a giver
‘cause he did some things
but how could he forgive her
some nights betray the heart of a sinnerSome nights he wonders had he a been there
or if it would have mattered anyway
come another year
cuz he did some things
to make it alright dear
some nights he's a little weary for the wearSome nights he watches at the window
waits to see which way mind
might try and go
cuz he did some things
but now there's no way to know
some nights line up all right all straight in a row
some nights they tie up tight all in ribbons and bows -
He sees her some
Every now and then
She don't ask what he's done
She won't ask where he's been
When he comes
She just asks how he's beenEvery now and then
One comes along
Make you forget your work
Make you forget your song
Make you see
You been seeing it all wrongWill it matter then
When he's done and gone
What you thought he said
What he did so wrong
Did so wrong
Was it really oh so wrongHe sees her some
Every now and then
She don't ask what he's done
She won't ask where he's been
When he comes
She just asks how he's been
How you been baby
Mmmmhmmm how you been -
Midnight fog rolls in
and settles on the shore
ride home’s slow goin’
out of cigarettes, no open store
time’s gone in a fragile breath
like the plea from a beggar’s whisper
a baby on his mama’s breast
or the promise of a drifter
Cowboy promises from an outlaw drifterSittin’ like sugar cubes
on a stretch of beach highway
I-10 past Baton Rouge, east of Mobile Bay
pastel colored single wides
sit meltin’ on a black top tongue
sweet deceivers of deadly riptides
like kisses when love is young
your soft kisses when our love was youngFree as a pawn shop gun
gone missing in a hurricane
my sanity got stolen along the way
songs that were left unsung
keep tapping on the window pane
reminding me love’s gone again todayStoned in some island dive
with the same old songs again
maybe what keeps us alive
kills us in the end
give ‘em what they wanna hear
their Sweet Home Alabam
tell me time to go my dear
on back to Mississippi Goddamn
well give me Mississippi
GoddamnFree as a pawn shop gun
gone missing in a hurricane
my sanity got stolen along the way
songs that were left unsung -
Mama prepare
Prepare a room for me
Mama make me a pallet on the floor to sleep
I’m comin’ home to you
I’m comin’ home to you
I ain’t gonna go on like this no morePapa bring your mean
Bring your mean, bring it on me
Papa ain’t no mean I ain’t know or seen
I’m comin’ home to you
I’m comin’ home to you
Like the prodigal son I’m comin’ homeWe will run like we can’t walk
Hey we won’t float when we can swim
We’ll go on and on and never stop
And we will never
All fall down againMama prepare
Prepare a room for me
Mama make me a pallet on the floor to sleep
I’m comin’ home to you
I’m comin’ home to you
I ain’t gonna go on like this no more -
I kept my belly for spooning
as if it were your childhood home
like confessions kept in catacombs
like a relic made of saintly boneI kept your garden tended
behind the gate while you were gone
like secrets kept in lines of a song
worthy to be carried by a vagabondI no longer beg for suffering
yet still I give you myself
an offeringI kept our treasure tucked away
safe inside my heart to store
like cathedral candles lit for the poor
waiting like lovers lined up at your doorI no longer beg for suffering
yet still I give you myself
an offering -
Cover me in milk paint darlin
blend me into the wall
put my things in the attic
like I’m not
here at allBirds on a wire too busy singing to fly
embers spiral up from the fire to the starry skyThrow me some scraps with the dogs
I won’t be no bother
hidin under the house
coming out
if you hollerBirds on a wire too busy singing to fly
embers spiral up from the fire to the starry skyGrind my bones into cement
make a pathway of me
you can walk on to lead you
like a river to the seaBirds on a wire too busy singing to fly
embers spiral up from the fire to the starry sky -
Comfort, comfort, comfort, comfort,
comfort the soul of a man
a letter written in his lover’s hand
the blessings of a free, a free man
comfort, comfort, comfort, comfort,
comfort the soul of a manComfort, comfort, comfort, comfort,
comfort the soul of a man
a slow cooked roast in an iron pan
an easy chair, a home, a soft place to land
comfort, comfort, comfort, comfort,
comfort the soul of a manNo peace found surrendering to the dirty deal
a prayer of gratitude for a prison meal
hope and faith in what he cannot understand
can this be enough to comfort, comfort the soul of a manComfort, comfort, comfort, comfort,
comfort the soul of a man
a simple trust in God’s perfect plan
no cross to bear, the strength, the strength to stand
comfort, comfort, comfort, comfort,
comfort the soul of a man
comfort, comfort, comfort, comfort,
comfort the soul of a man -
Teach me to be a bartender
waiting on the night to end
dark corner booth
drinking bourbon and gin
hungry lovers climb on in
they climb on inteach me to be a cab driver
waiting on a fare patiently
forever disappears in the night like a thief
and steals away from me
it slips away from meDid you take a new lover
baby while I was gone
maybe took time to discover
new reasons I don’t belong
new reasons I don’t belongTeach me to be your real good girl
waiting on my turn to try
he say she ain’t worth the lie
but i don’t ask why
no i don’t ask why
no I don’t
ask why -
She’ll slip into the lining of your favorite old coat
try her on with ideas all stuck in your throat
like the words you wish you’d said
instead of the ones you wrote
try her on like your favorite coatShe’ll loosen your necktie when she greets you at the door
hand you a drink in her heels and kick ‘em off to the floor
she’ll always love you
but leave you wanting more
as she leads you to her back doorShe’s another selfish lover
Fill the empty left by the other
Get it on your own under cover
Can’t count on a selfish loverHe’s hopeful but heavy in a world of pain
like the start of a steady Saturday night’s pouring rain
low down like the whistle
of a weary midnight train
Hopeful but heavy in a world of painHe’s another selfish lover
Fill the empty left by the other
Get it on your own under cover
Can’t count on a selfish loverEverybody’s trying, trying to find a way to feel good
after all the cheatin’ and lyin’ and not treating them like we should
be on my side
sweet baby
sweet baby I wish you wouldBe another selfish lover
Fill the empty left by the other
Get it on your own under cover
Can’t count on a selfish lover
Don’t risk another
Selfish lover -
Such a tiny taste of that sweet pie
sure ain’t quite enough
to deeply satisfy
the coaxing from the waitress
to tough to ignore
a little always leads to
a little bit more
It all starts with a harmless little first flirt
ain’t no way no one’s someone
is gonna get hurt
only being polite now
that ain't goin’ too far
ain’t no harm in walking her
out to her car
But when the wanting is too hard to deny
desires too hard to ignore
when not telling can’t make it a lie
a little always leads to a little bit more
Another night home late from the diner
she hears the screen door slam behind her
she turns from the sink
lipstick on his shirt
pretends not to see
and dries her hands on her skirt
But when the wanting is too hard to deny
desires too hard to ignore
when not telling can’t make it a lie
a little always leads to a little bit more
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Be my, be my mellow, be my mellow, my mellow joy
I’ll be your girl, you be my boy
take me and make me
under your employ
and be my
my mellow joyBe my, be my mellow, be my mellow, my mellow joy
Love low and deep, not sweet, not coy
take me and make me
your shiny new toy
and be my
my mellow joyWhatever dream your heart desires my dear
a serene sweet tart
A filthy liar who swears
whichever makes you feel alright
I’ll be your mellow
your mellow joy
tonight
mmmm tonightBe my, be my mellow, be my mellow, my mellow joy
Oh you be my girl, I’ll be your boy
take me and make me
under your employ
and be my
my mellow joy
my mellow joy
my mellow
joy joy joy joy
my mellow joy
Royal Street
Released February 19, 2013
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When the sirens' song
Casts its lazy spell on youI'll dive in deep and long
Before it leaves a shell of you
And bring you home
And bring you home
To meWhen my tears have made
A salty ocean of me
I'll chart a course across
The dark sea of me
And bring you home
And bring you home
To meWhen my fears have made
A desert island of me
I know in my broken heart
You will find meAnd bring me home
And bring me home
To youWhen the crescent moon
Is floating on her back
I'll sail in her to you
Across the sky so black
And bring you back
And bring you back
To meAnd bring you back
And bring you back
To me
And bring you back
To me -
Mourning doves in the early evening
Old freight trains in the middle of the night
Sweet little birds in the early morning
And barking dogs when things ain't rightThey can't follow me
South of the border
These things that remind me of you
Lines on my face that just keep getting older
Will be the only route back to
The love we knewI won't hear your singing in the mission bell chimes
In the dusty streets as diesel trucks shift gears
Like a jail priest hears confessions of prison cell crimes
Your memory will fall on my deaf earsI'll just keep on driving
'Cross the border south
About as far as I can goLike words out of a fugitive's mouth
Past the border guards and on into MexicoPast maquiladores and cinder block homes
That won't remind me of you my dear
Past nothing for miles but victims' bones
Where things are quiet and I won't hearMourning doves in the early evening
Old freight trains in the middle of the night
Sweet little birds in the early morning
And barking dogs when things ain't right
And barking dogs when things - they ain't right -
Blind boy put a nickel the vase
Blind boy put a nickel in the vase
Blind boy put a nickel
In the vaseMore than money it's for love you save
When you're looking for your safe place
Shake them up and hear it clank
Against the walls of your glass bankBlind boy put a nickel the vase
Blind boy put a nickel in the vase
Blind boy put a nickelIn the vaseIn the school yard where bullies pick and play
And you're looking for your quick get away
Wake on up and begin your day
Against the odds, you'll find your wayWhen the mist clears, it's your Father's grace
Looking at you through tears on Mama's face
Make it up when memory fades
Against papered walls of weathered shadesBlind boy put a nickel in the vase
Blind boy put a nickel in the vase
Blind boy put a nickel
In the vase -
The story of my heart
Is so much more than a photo in a locket
Shot of whiskey,
Pool stick chalk,
Eight ball in the corner pocketThe smell of cash money,
Spilt liquor, and stale beer
Your lips as sweet as honey
Baby
Take me anywhereThe story of my heart
Is so much more than a photo in a locket
Shot of whiskey,
Pool stick chalk,
Eight ball in the corner pocketOnce I had a diamond
I used to like to wear
Spin me one more time and
Baby
Take me anywhereAll night diner coffee,
"What'll it be dear?"
I ain't where I oughtta be
Baby
Take me anywhereThe story of my heart
Is so much more than a photo in a locket -
Come and follow me in your dreaming sleep
Under yellow moons and midnight blue skies
Lulled by horses' hooves in quarter streets
Or by the swaying of the ocean tides
The rocking of the ocean tidesAlong the way I'll leave you little specks
Breadcrumbs of broken borrowed desires
Delicate treasures from our old shipwrecks
And moments of hallelujah choirs
Blessed hallelujah choirsWe will walk the way of old friends
Shouldering each other's secrets
Along Royal Street in New Orleans
Looking for antique garnets
We will look for antique garnetsFrom under glass the shop keep brings them
As I often do with my precious regrets
But tonight we'll go down to the river to sink them
And crush them out like cigarettesTonight we'll go down to the river to sink them
And drown our precious regrets
Our precious regrets -
Chilly Valentine morning
Left me cold to the bone
A broken heart sign warning
When a red tail hawk flies aloneToo far a drive for an old friend
Too many miles to cover
Twelve hours west on the I-10
Is even too far for a loverThat silver moon has done cast its spell
And pulled you away from our happy home
Baby I guess it's just as wellI do better when I'm on my ownStay gone, stay gone, stay gone then
While I lay back and moan
I'll bed down like we did back when
But I won't be beddin' down aloneThat silver moon has done cast its spell
And pulled you away from our happy home
Baby I guess it's just as wellI do better when I'm on my own -
She's gonna make that last small town drive
Leavin' behind for good these small town lives
With their closed down stores and closed off minds
She ain't kin to no one here, ain't none her kind
All but that boy of theirs he left behindSad memories, like ivy vines
they don't easily unbindTonight she'll turn the radio on
Drive slow through old live oaks to a sad sad song
Far from young lost dreams she'll be long gone
And after she crosses over that flowing Colorado
Like him, she won't be back tomorrowSad memories, like ivy vines
they don't easily unbindIn a truck of bad luck antique furniture
she'll cross her heart and pray for a kind future
Ramblin' right on past that hill top grave
she'll say a little prayer, blow a kiss, and wave
Goodbye to her love, so young, so braveSad memories, like ivy vines
they don't easily unbind -
Asleep you breathe soft and steady
May God keep you strong and ready
For those answers to your questions
And a thousand tender recollectionsSummer sunrise shards of lightIn that place 'tween day and night
Where you keep your best intentions
And a thousand tender recollectionsSoft as sunbeams on the water
Gently kissing their reflections
As if to kiss a son, a daughter
And a thousand tender recollectionsAsleep you breathe soft and steady
May God keep you strong and ready
For those answers to your questions
And a thousand tender recollections
Oh a thousand tender recollections
Yeah a thousand tender recollections -
Come on sugar, come back 'round again
Like every New Year's Day or winter's end
Buds of green on the long tree branches bend
Gently waving to me with greetings they sendThe bird's song wakes me
And catches on the wind
Come on, come on, please come onCome on sugar, come back 'round again
I'm sitting on that fence with my heart on the ground
It sure don't matter which way I fall or how
Either way I fall, I'll be broken downLike a wild horse quieted
And rode into town
Come on, come on, please come onWhen you're gone, your song stays in my body burning
The tide of our love is always turning
Like the feast after forty nights of fasting
I need our love to be eternal, love everlastingCome on sugar, come back 'round again
I will stretch myself out in sweet surrender
You are that tall drink of water
On the sultriest of days in the thick of summerAnd this time I promise
To push my heart fartherCome on, come on, please come on
Come on, come on, please come on
Come on, come on, come on -
I will wait with you
As long as it may take
Tadpoles in a gutter pool
Ugly ducklings on a lakeI will dream of you
Just before I wake
Babies havin' babies
Pistols shootin' blanksWhat makes us women
What makes us men
Is it what we do with knowin'
We'll be forgiven in the endI will carry you
Out of the line of fire
Angels wearin' skin
Wisdom from the mouths of liarsWhat makes us women
What makes us men
Is it what we do with knowin'
We'll be forgiven in the endWe'll be forgiven
In the end -
I've tried the drink, the deal, and the dollar
And God only knows the rest
I did it all to mend up that hole I had
Deep in my heart I guessTo feel whole, and complete, and lackin' in nothin'
With nothin' more I could needMy God help me get back
To how I felt as a child
With my head retsina' on my daddy's chest
Watchin' the Lone Ranger rideAnd I felt whole, and complete, and lackin' in nothin'
With nothin' more I could needMy God help me give my heart
To my brother in need
As if he were my very
Favorite guest indeedAnd I'll feel whole, and complete, and lackin' in nothin'
With nothin' more I could needI'll feel whole, and complete, and lackin' in nothin'
With nothin' more I could need -
The candle's wax and wickHave burnt down to the quick
The last dance flickers on the window pane
The heaviness of time passing weighs it down
And the moth moves on to another flameContent with an ordinary life
An ordinary lifeInnocent child
Turned man reconciled
To be an old drunk, sad and prone to fits of rage
The heaviness of time passing weighs him down
Like tobacco, smooth and mellow with ageContent with an ordinary life
An ordinary lifeYou and I have moments spent as birds of paradise
Flying free in the contentment of our ordinary lives
Our ordinary livesOld souls captured in
Glass mirrored images
We are ancestors, strangers with no names
The heaviness of time passing weighs us down
Returning to the light from where we cameContent with an ordinary life
An ordinary lifeYou and I have moments spent as birds of paradise
Flying free in the contentment of our ordinary livesFlying free in the contentment of our ordinary lives
Our ordinary lives